Posted by: k | November 9, 2008

Drained

Drained is the only word to describe how I feel right now. I’m functioning on little sleep and little emotion.

This is the third death in four years, and if I’m completely honest, I haven’t recovered from my Nan’s death last October. I’m normally a pretty emotional person, but for the past 12 months or so, I’ve just built a wall around myself and tried to shut myself off from everything.

Yesterday, the wall took yet another hit, and I really don’t know how many more hits it can take before it crumbles into a messy pile and takes me with it.

I just had a Midori and lemonade – which I think was about 60% Midori, because Mum made it – and I’m going to try and get some sleep…

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